Will Power 2
Nothing made me happier than seeing Wil smile and giggle playfully at my side. He had brightened up so much since he had found a boyfriend. It was weird, he met him while he was just walking through the forest preserve one day and the two kids just happened to find each other. People say that love is hard to find and harder to keep, but every once in a while, it really is that easy. Some people were just meant to be together. Wil's boyfriend Mike was about his size with brown hair and small dark brown eyes. He really was a cute boy, not much of a talker though. Wil had seemingly gotten over his big crush on me, but as strange as this may sound, even though I was straight...I really missed Wil's affection. I missed his loving gazes, his dreamy touches, and after a few weeks of seeing him with someone else, I became obsessed with him.
I couldn't figure it out! I was attracted to girls, ALL girls, but for some odd reason they just didn't add up to Wil. Even when I thought about looking for a girlfriend, I got increasingly selective, comparing every single one to Wil. None of them qualified. None of them had Wil's sense of humor, or liked comic books like Wil, or knew sports like Wil, and they couldn't play a video game to save their lives! When I was with them, I simply didn't have as much fun. Then there was..."the incident"! That one afternoon when Wil and I connected in the most intimate and romantic episode of my young life. Then again, I'm only 14...how many moments could I have possibly had? Wil and I couldn't even make eye contact without giggling nervously about it for days afterwards. But now the moment had passed, and he never mentioned it anymore. I was starting to think that he had forgotten about it. I, on the other hand, thought about it all the time.
Wil came to the door one afternoon without his shirt on when I came knocking. He let me in and we walked upstairs, only to find Mike sitting on his bed getting dressed. I evidently had walked in on something. Ooops.
"Hey, Tommy." Mike said, pulling his shirt back on and reaching for his shoes. He was a really nice looking kid, but something about him made me cringe. Call it jealousy, but there was a small piece of me that really hated him. And seeing him getting dressed after having an interlude with my best buddy didn't help.
Wil and I took our usual places at the edge of room in front of the Playstation for some video game action. We had only just started when Mike announced that he was leaving. Wil paused the game and got up to go over and place a kiss o his lips that, as far as I was concerned, lasted for 20 eternities! I tried to ignore it, but the lewd smacking and sucking noises echoed throughout the whole room and forced me to look. I watched as the two gorgeous boys kissed and rubbed each other all over, enjoying the awesome pleasure of being together. My stomach tightened and I felt just a little bit hurt. I wish there was some reason to stop it, but I couldn't even understand it, much less prevent it from happening.
Finally, Mike took off and Wil came back and sat down, his erection sticking out in front of him. He went back to normal and was chatting away about this and that like usual, but I didn't say much. I wasn't even listening really, all I could think of was that kiss. I kept seeing it again and again, every time lasting a little bit longer as it replayed in my mind. Over and over and over...I couldn't concentrate. Finally, after losing a few times, I decided to get some info out of my obsession.
"Look...I'm sorry if I disturbed you guys today. I didn't think..."
"Don't worry about it dude." Wil said, "It's not like we don't get enough!" He giggled. He socked me playfully in the arm and noticed my serious reaction. I might have been able to hide it from most people, but not Wil, he knew me too well. "What's the matter?"
"Nothing. Let's just play, alright?"
"Tommy if something is bothering you, talk to me man. Is it me? I'm sorry if our little display back there made you feel uncomfortable. I know that the gay thing doesn't really sit well with you..."
"It's not that. Really. Listen...I'm just wondering...I mean, do you love the guy?" I asked. It must have sounded kind of weird coming from me but I had to know. I don't know why, but I did.
Wil looked thoughtfully at me or a moment before answering. "Well...I think we're getting there. I mean, right now, we're still kind of growing used to each other. He is so cute. He looks good, he's pretty funny sometimes, and he tastes good too!" He giggled. I instantly blushed and he moved a bit closer.
"Wil! Geez!" I said, my face getting redder by the second.
"Well he does! He tastes kind of like peaches and cream! It's awesome. But seriously, as much fun as we have together, we don't really talk all that much. I mean, he's just into different things than me and we don't have that much in common. It's all sex, sex, sex. Which isn't bad, but how many ways can we possibly do it? We've done oral, we've done anal..."
"Okay, Wil...this is obviously something I shouldn't be talking with you about!" I said grinning.
"What? Am I grossing you out? I guess I shouldn't tell you that he doesn't swallow either, huh?"
"Alright! That's it, I'm out of here!" I said. I was joking on the outside, but on the inside, I was really hurt that Wil had moved on. I felt like I had a friendship and a relationship, and I had just given them both over to Mike. So I left and Wil walked me to the door. But before I could get outside, Wil smiled and said, "You know, Tommy...you're still cute when you blush like that." Then he shut the door.
All through the night and well into the next day I thought about Wil and the day when we actually came together for that one sensational experience. Then, just when the image was cleared from my mind, the sight of that long sickening kiss came back to me! Ugh! I hated to think about it! I practically tried to bang my head against my locker to free my mind of the picture! It wasn't until study hall that the worst part hit me.
Wil and I always sat together during study hall. We would draw funny pictures and talk and trade comics back and forth all period. But today he said he wasn't going to be able to sit with me today.
"Sorry, Tommy. My mom signed me up with another guy to tutor me for my English class. I don't know why, I was only getting a 'C-'...that's still passing."
"Who's helping you?"
"That Ryan kid over there. You know, the one who you tried to set me up with? Look at him. Guys that hot just aren't gay. Trust me, I've got a nose for these things. Anyway, I've gotta run. Come see me after school at about four thirty. Wait, make that four forty five! Sometimes Mike likes to try for two!"
"Whatever." I said, and Wil walked over to his strawberry blond tutor and started work. As I looked over at him I noticed Wil's frame, his long blond hair, his beautiful blue eyes, his sexy movements and gestures, I realized something that scared me out of my wits! I was in love! Totally, unconditionally, in love! With a boy! How can this be? I love women, not guys! But, looking over at Wil and Ryan and thinking about him and Mike made me see it all too clearly. No one would ever be able to stack up against Wil in the friendship department, the humor department, the video game department, or in any other way. I was crazy over my blond buddy, and I had to tell him!
I was almost jumping up and down with excitement! I knew how Wil used to feel about me, he'd be overjoyed to know that I felt the same way! He could have me! I could finally love him the way he loved me! It would be the greatest love ever! I couldn't wait! I ran to his house after school and Wil was in his bedroom watching TV. I guess Mike hadn't come over that day, but Wil didn't seem to mind. Bringing up the subject was a lot harder than I thought it would be, but after an hour or so, I couldn't hold back anymore.
"Wil, I just realized something today."
"What's that?"
"I LOVE YOU MAN!"
"Yeah, I love you too bud." Wil said matter of factly. He didn't seem to understand what I was saying, so I said it again.
"No dude. I mean...I LOVE you. Like, all the way."
Wil looked over at me kind of confused and said, "What are you talking about?"
"Wil, I didn't get it before. I didn't understand. But ever since that afternoon, that day when we had sex...I haven't been happy without you. I love everything about you, and I think we could make this work!"
Wil had to stop me. "Wait, wait. This..this is happening way too fast. I'm a little confused here. Are you saying...all of the sudden you want to be with me?"
"I always have. I just didn't realize it until now!" I expected to see a big smile burst out on Wil's face, I expected him to run into my arms and kiss and hug and fuck me like never before! But instead, I got a teary eye and painful look from my best friend. I wasn't prepared for it.
"Tommy...I'll always have feelings for you, you know that. But...I've got a boyfriend now. I mean, I can't just let him go, I've got a good thing here. What happens if I dump him and you all of the sudden decide to switch back? What if you don't love me at all and just want more sex? What if it tears us apart and we can't be friends anymore? This is just too weird Tommy, I can't do this."
"Wil...please...I know that I pushed you away before, but I know what my mistake was now. I love you, I coudn't admit it before, but I do. I think that you and me can be very happy together if you'll just give me the chance. You said you didn't know if you even loved Mike."
"Tommy, that was just a spur of the moment thing. I can't just turn my heart on and off, things take time. Mike and I aren't really close, but we're getting there more and more everyday."
"Let me guess," I said, putting my psychological mind in gear. "You guys have great sex, share a few laughs, maybe even feel really close every once in a while. But he doesn't make you laugh the way I do. He doesn't have the same common interests that we have. You don't feel comfortable talking to him the way you do with me. You see his flaws, but you try to overlook them to only see the good things. But overall, you're not happy, you try to be, but you're not. I know you feel these things Wil, because I feel them too." Wil didn't answer, he just looked down at the floor, his eyes choking back the tears, his mind absorbing every word I said. Finally, I got a sinking feeling in my stomach and my heart told me that this wasn't working. "I'm sorry. Look..just forget I said anything, okay? This never happened. Just..forget I said it." I turned and walked out of his house, scared that this would be the last time that I'd ever see Wil and not feel like shit. My body was numb with hurtful feelings and my broken heart ached with persistence. How could I be wrong about something that I felt so strongly about? I began to regret saying anything at all! But I knew in my heart, that if I couldn't have Wil, I'd rather live without love. Now I completely understood what he was going through all those years that he pined away for me, and I felt bad for not realizing this sooner.
Before I could get home, I heard a bike coming up behind me fast. I stepped to the side and it was Wil. "Get on." He said, and he rode me out to the old forest preserve where he and Mike met.
"What are we doing here?" I asked, but Wil just kept walking through the dark thicket of trees until he came to something that looked like a little log cabin fort. The place was empty, and only big enough for two people, three tops. Wil sat me down and reached in his pocket. He pulled out a marble. A big marble that we use to keep for good luck when we were little kids. I hadn't seen it in years, not since we used it to say we were blood brothers! "What's this about?"
Wil held out the marble and looked me dead in the eye. "Do you swear on our lucky marble that you aren't joking about liking me?" It was a little silly, but he had such a hopeful look on his face and he seemed so serious. So I agreed.
"Do you swear not to ever, ever, switch back? No matter how pretty the girl is that comes along?"
"Sure."
"Do you promise me, with all your heart, that you'll love me for real and not just to make me happy? Forever?"
I took Wil's hand in mine and said, "I will...'til death do us part." Wil dropped the marble onto the floor and planted a firm, heartfelt kiss on my lips. My head became weightless and I felt as though I would float away. It was even better than our first kiss...because this time, I wasn't holding anything back, not even subconsciously! Our lips moved around each other in the most passionate lip lock of the century. It was heaven, Christmas, and a box of cookies all rolled into one! I sighed from the sensation and fell back slowly onto the dirt floor of the fort.
Wil laid his soft frame on top of me and ran his fingers gently through my light brown hair as he looked down at me lovingly. "You mean the world to me, Tommy. I've never loved anyone as much as I love you. Please tell me you'll stay."
"I'm here. I'll always be here. No matter what." With that said, Wil leaned in and kissed me deeply with my hands rubbing the back of his head gently. He was grinding himself into me and had already begun moaning softly into my ear as he moved his working mouth down to my neck. I could feel the warm moisture of his breath on my collar bone and rolled my eyes out of pure enjoyment. I felt Wil reach underneath himself and undo his pants, then his hands both crept up and grabbed two hand fulls of my hair as he rubbed his face back and forth erotically around my neck, his golden blond hair falling lightly on my chin. I moved my hands down to the small of his back and I easily worked my under his underwear to cup the tight round globes of his perfect teen buttocks. I gave the soft cheeks a squeeze and his grinding got harder and more intense! The cold dirt floor and Wil's writhing body heat forced me into a sensory overload and I could already feel the power of an explosive orgasm readying itself in the pit of my stomach. Wil's tongue licked down to my chest and my nipples as he breathed in short gasps. I felt his youthful chest, still soft and unformed, pressing hard on my aching cock! As Wil moved down ever so slowly, his chest slid further and further down my stiff member and stimulated it even more. Wil had better hurry, I wasn't going to be able to keep this up for much longer!
Finally, after an exhausting wait, Wil made his way down to my crotch and opened the fly of my pants! I still couldn't believe that my best friend...excuse me...my boyfriend and I were in the middle of the forest preserve going at it and never once cared about who might walk over and see us! The danger of getting caught crossed my mind, but evaporated once I felt Wil's steamy hot mouth engulf my entire length and hold it inside its wet interior! I arched my back and Wil took me all the way down to my dusting of pubic hair! He turned his head back and forth, my cock still locked in his gentle suction, and slowly rubbed his nose across my silken hairs. When, I felt his hands creep slowly up the insides of my thighs to caress my tight balls, I couldn't hold back and I screamed out as the fury of an electric climax shook my body like crazy! Wil swallowed it all down and purred quietly as he continued to squeeze and massage the ripe flesh of my thighs.
Wil was ready to relax, but he wasn't getting off that easy! I pulled him up to my lips by grasping both sides of his face. He was so friggin' cute! I french kissed him tirelessly, tasting semen in my mouth for the first time, and liking it. I pulled Wil up even further, and began to kiss my way down his tender belly as he moaned in anticipation. He moved up and straddled my face, his testicles dangling above my eyes like two large chestnuts, his smooth thighs rubbing against my cheeks, his soft ass hovering just inches above my chest. I licked out my tongue and tasted Wil's round nuggets, causing him to shiver. I sucked him into my mouth, one nut at a time, and ran my tongue over the delicate wrinkles and soft skin, revelling in the awesome taste of my young lover. Then he backed up a little bit and pushed his hard cock between my lips! I sucked at his delicious meat, harder and harder with every thrust of his hips. Wil was moaning so loud that I was sure that someone was going to hear us, but I didn't care! Being able to give Wil the pleasure I was giving, made me forget about everything else in the world. And for that one moment, Wil and I existed as one person.
Wil sped up his thrusts and I had to grab his spongy cheeks to keep him from slipping out of my mouth! We were both groaning now and Wil was getting close. His legs tightened up around my head and his balls pulled up under him. I sucked as hard as my mouth would allow and I felt Wil's rock hard meat pulse violently in my mouth as he filled me with his sweetened nectar! He kept driving into me as he came, but he eventually fell over from the intense orgasm. We laid there, pants around our ankles, shirts pulled up, and breathing hard and fast. I had never felt so complete.
Wil and I sat there holding one another, listening to the hypnotic sounds of the preserve. Then Wil rolled over and kissed me on the lips, "I want you Tommy. I've never wanted anything else."
The sentiment made me feel closer to Wil than I ever had before, and I knew at that moment that no man, no woman, nothing at all, would ever come between us. We were best friends, lovers, soul mates...who could ask for anything more?
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