A Class By Himself 2
Every day of the week, I fall deeper and deeper in love with him. My heart never seemed to get enough! Tanner couldn't enter my thoughts without simply blocking out everything else! Tanner's gorgeous face invaded my imagination every second of the day, I just could not let it go. It was almost scary! His golden brown hair, his soft pink lips, his silky skin, his cute little smile...how could I have been so involved with one boy?
The other kids at school seemed to treat me a little better ever since they saw me hanging out with one "one of their own". I don't think they liked me anymore than they did before, but they liked Tanner so they kept their whispers down to a minimum until our backs were turned. It didn't bother me in the least anymore though. All the money in the world couldn't buy the feelings I had surging through my 14 year old body. It was the rich kids who should have envied me. Too bad they would never understand that.
I didn't get to see my lover boy as much as I wanted to, he lived a half an hour away. School days were pretty much off limits, but boy did I run over there on the weekends! My mom was really happy that I had made a new friend in school. I'm sure she was sick and tired of hearing my sob stories about how much I hated the other kids and how I just wanted to fit in. My mom was a sweet woman and was always trying to do everything she could to make life better for me, but she just didn't have the money to stretch. For Christmas, instead of exchanging gifts, we would always call the neighbors over and maybe a few family members, and put on a little show for them. We would do these crazy little skits and sing and stuff, and at the end I would recite some of my amateur poetry. It was always fun, but I think the best part was planning and rehearsing the whole thing! It never cost us anything, and it was our way of spending the holidays thinking about something besides paying the bills. Somehow...when I found out that Tanner's birthday was coming up in a week...I didn't think that was going to be enough.
Tanner was visiting my house that Saturday and he was going to spend the night. We had it worked out that way, because we knew that my mom would have to work at the diner that night until 3 AM...giving us time to...um...watch TV!
"You know, I'm having a party at my house next week. You've got to come! It'll be great!" Tanner said.
"I'm so there dude! I'll see if my mom can give me a ride." I said. We went in the kitchen and asked her if it would be all right. She said it was fine, but was too busy looking for her car keys to really pay attention.
"I've got to go honey. You boys play it safe until I get home, okay! No funny business!" She said and kissed me on the nose while rubbing Tanner's head, mussing up his hair. "There's some leftover chicken in the fridge if you get hungry."
"No there isn't, mom. We ate that three days ago." I reminded her. She went to check, and sure enough, it wasn't there. She fumbled around in her purse for a few minutes and pulled out a single dollar bill. She uncomfortably looked for more, but didn't find anything. "...um...boys, listen...maybe, if you ask Mrs. Munch next door, she can...maybe she'll..."
Suddenly, Tanner interrupted by saying, "Hey, Derrick! What about that twenty dollar bill you found in the gym locker room yesterday?"
"What twenty dol..." I said before Tanner nudged me in the side. I got the message and played along, "...ohhh, yeah! I forgot to tell you mom. We'll just order a pizza or something."
I don't think we fooled her, because she seemed really down about the fact that she couldn't feed us. But she didn't say anything. She just whispered a "Thank you" and kissed Tanner on the forehead. Then she walked out. Before she could even get down the steps, Tanner grabbed me and kissed me on the lips.
"Should we order the pizza before or after I finish tearing into you?!?!" Tanner said with a wicked smile! I loved him so much!
"How about during?" I said, imitating us moaning and groaning on the phone. "Ooooohhh...pepperoni...aahhhhh...sausage...here it comes! HERE COMES THE CHEEEEESE!!!" We were laughing hysterically at this point, and you can't imagine how hard it is to kiss while you're laughing! After a few minutes, we got a little more serious and I felt Tanners slick tongue enter the warm insides of my mouth. He stole my breath away! Every kiss was better than the last, and my self control was lost when I was in his arms. Tanner's breathing sped up and he slid his tender hand down into my pants and massaged my hot cock slowly with his masterful fingertips. A low moan escaped my throat and I fell into a trance of pure ecstasy. Tanner and I were both hard as rocks, and our kissing was getting stronger and stronger by the second. Then, we heard keys rattling in the door! My mom was back home!!!
We ran into the living room and jumped over the back of the couch, throwing pillows over our erections to hide our activities! My mom came back in the house and yelled out that she forgot her apron as she flew past us and ran upstairs. Tanner and I let out a sigh of relief, and then started giggling. My mom walked past again, gave us a strange look, then kept going. She closed the door and Tanner reached for me again. But the door opened again and we both snapped back into place! This time my mom wanted to change her shoes! Tanner looked at me with the most gorgeous hazel eyes and shy smile as if to say "When is she leaving already?" I shrugged my shoulders, and we proceeded to giggle again.
My mom ran out again and then back in to ask if we were sure that we were going to be okay. It was hard for me to answer between snickers, but she got the point and finally left us alone. Tanner and I made out on that couch for an entire hour! Never once coming up for air! We shared each other four or five times that night, and fell asleep by the time my mom had gotten home.
It wasn't until the middle of the week at school that I had calmed down after my lovely weekend. All I could think about was my beautiful boyfriend and how awesome he made me feel, even when we weren't together. I used to love to hear him call my name. Something about the way it rolled over his ruby lips sent shivers down my spine, and I became incredibly horny every time he spoke to me! But when I heard the other kids talking about the party that weekend, it suddenly dawned on me...I didn't have a present! Omigod! It's my boyfriend's birthday and I don't even have a gift! I felt like shit! He had given me so much. A name, a life, a love, a purpose...and what could I give him in return? Nothing.
I listened to the other kids talk about their gifts, like giving him a stick for his pool table, or floating thing-a-mabobs for his pool, or calculators, or video games, or gadgets and trinkets. And all I could do was think about how cruel it would be of me to come to his party and not bring him anything. Sure, he knew I wasn't rich, but I could at least have brought something! Some little way of saying, "Hey, thanks for the blow jobs! -Your buddy Derrick"!
I racked my brains out that night, trying to come up with something. But every idea I had was either too small, too cheesy, or just way too expensive! Aargh! The next day I kind of shied away from Tanner. I wanted to act normal, but I was already feeling embarrassed. I started to entertain the thought of not even showing up at all. Tanner heard some car passing us on the street and heard some song on the radio.
"Oh man! I haven't heard that song in forever! I love that song! It's my favorite!" He said.
"I thought that other song was your favorite? And yesterday, it was a different. And before that it was a completely different! Make up your mind!" I said grinning. Tanner took off to go back to class inside, but before he left he looked like he wanted to kiss me goodbye. I was drawn to him, and I know he felt it. We had to fight soooo hard to keep from kissing in the middle of the school yard! Then he patted me awkwardly on the shoulder and left. I watched him run back into the building and my heart sank. I needed an idea for a gift, and fast!
My mom drove me out to the party that weekend, and the house was already full of kids. Most of them were from school, some were Tanner's cousins and family. They were all so cute! They looked like little Tanners at different ages! He ran over and greeted me with a big hug, guiding me into the middle of the back yard. Kids were jumping and diving into the pool, his dad was barbecuing on the patio, and everyone else was just sort of standing around talking. I actually did get a gift together for Tanner, but I was sure it would be lame compared to the others. So I kept it in my pocket the whole night.
The time came to open presents, and I quickly shrugged off into a dark corner while everyone else gathered around the table. Tanner's eyes blossomed into pools of hazel splendor as he reacted to each present. Each gift got bigger and more elaborate, each box got better looking and was decorated with more flair. I felt worse and worse and was getting ready to sneak off and call my mom to pick me up and take me home, when Tanner came over to me and said, "It's time for the cake man! The first piece is mine, the second is yours! So choose wisely!" He threw an arm around me and we spent the rest of the party hanging. I wasn't really into it. I didn't want anyone else to see my gift and laugh at me, or worse, have Tanner give me a "...geez, that's really nice." in front of everyone. I just couldn't enjoy myself at all.
Finally, after hours of misery, the party thinned out and people went home. Tanner and I went down to his basement and we sat on the couch. e said, "I couldn't help but notice that you weren't necessarily in a partying mood tonight. Is there anything I can do to help?"
He was just so hot. Whenever he was serious, his face would form this sensuous reflection of teenage charm at its finest. His eyes searched mine with concern, and I confessed my feelings. "It's the gifts man. I mean, how am I gonna compete with those kids? Everything they got you was just so cool. Here I am with this dorky thing." I said, taking the tiny box wrapped in brown paper out of my pocket. Tanner seemed a little surprised, and said he didn't really expect a present from me. He almost turned it down, but I figured that I had already come this far, I might as well make this a completely humiliating evening.
He unwrapped the present and found a small cassette tape. I bought one of those 90 minute blank tapes from the store and made a little hand drawn cover for the box. I looked away and tried not to look Tanner in the eye as he opened the cassette case. In it was a tape I made of all of his favorite songs. I must have asked every single boy, girl, mom, dad, brother, sister, and dog in town if they had these songs on tape anywhere! I ran back and forth all over the neighborhood trying to get them all, but I did it. I hoped and prayed that he would at least be convincing in telling me liked it. I heard him sniffling and looked over to see tears crawling over his perfect face.
He looked over at me and with a heartfelt sob, he wrapped his arm around my neck and gave me a sweet kiss on the lips. He said, "That's...that's so cool. Thank you! How did you find these songs? I've looked all over for them and I...I...Oh Derrick...I love you with all my heart! I really do!" He kept kissing my cheek between his babbling and sobbing. I was a little confused and he told me why it was so special for him. "You see, this song came over the radio when my best friend moved away in the fifth grade. And this one played when my grandma got sick and I had to take care of her. And see this one...I was listening to this one on my walkman when I saw you on the bus for the first time. Each one of these songs holds a different meaning for me, a different memory. It's like you put my whole life on here! This is the best present I've ever gotten from anybody!"
He put it into his stereo, and as the first song started to play, he dimmed the lights and locked the basement door. He crept back down to the couch and leaned back to offer my body to him in every possible way! I couldn't believe it! My little piece of shit gift made him feel good! And it was the first time since I had met him, that I had honestly felt like I had given him back some of the unbelievable joy that he had given to me! He told me that none of the other gifts had come close, that they didn't involve as much thought, as much care. Tanner knew how to raise my spirits...among other things!
He lowered himself onto me, his auburn locks of hair falling intimately onto my forehead. He kissed me in a way that made my whole body week while grinding his hips into mine slowly. Our boyish groans filled the room, unheard by the rest of the people in the house. The soft ballads playing in the background set a sexual tempo for us to groove to. Tanner was so into it, even more than usual. I felt it too. It was like making love with our emotions instead of just our bodies. Tanner's kisses were breathless, and it wasn't long before his lips and tongue tickled the soft nape of my neck. I held onto his slender waist, feeling his muscles swim erotically under his skin as he humped me. His tender kisses were going under my shirt now, tasting the pink texture of my nipples. I shoved my hard cock up into his chest rhythmically as he licked at my soft stomach. Then he undid my pants and exposed my stiff dick to the cool air. He gave me an animal look of raw passion and proceeded to take me into his mouth! He sucked lovingly at my cock as I tried to keep from squirming too much under him. He was fantastic! His soft hair tickled my thighs and his chin rested on my balls with every down stroke! I held off as long as I could, but the closer I came to letting it go, the harder and faster he sucked! I tensed up and my body had a mind of its own. I danced uncontrollably as Tanner sucked the explosive shots of cum from my spasming cock! My legs kicked madly and my eyes were closed so tightly that I saw stars! It took a couple of minutes before I could breathe again!
As I returned to my senses, I felt Tanner crawl his way up my body. He straddled my head and my nostrils were suddenly filled with that awesome smell of clean boyhood! His dick pulsed in unison with his beating heart above my head while I kissed and licked the soft meat of his thighs. Tanner lowered himself a little and I took his tastey balls into my mouth, sucking the spongy nuggets affectionately. He twitched above me as I rapidly ran my tongue back and forth across the wrinkled flesh of his testicles! He threw his head back and reached up to place my hand around his shaft! I started jacking him off rhythmically as he began squirming and wriggling, moaning and grunting. He impulsively contracted his stomach muscles and his thighs clamped onto either side of my head! He was close! He kept trying to close his legs, but my head was keeping them apart, and I just got faster and faster! My tongue went crazy on his nutsack as my hand became a blur on his sensitive cock! He shivered and then held back a wild scream as he shot his teen nectar clear across the room! He came and cam...ten or twenty spurts, and I never stopped moving. I just kept going until he exhaustedly collapsed over me and physically begged me to stop! Then we both rolled off of the couch and onto the floor. Kissing and rolling around for another half hour or so. My heart was never so full.
We were sitting next to each other naked on the floor when the tape was almost over. Tanner sat back and listened as the last song ended, and was replaced by my voice. I was reciting a short poem that I had written the day before. He especially liked the line at the end that said, "If you were to live forever, let me live forever less one day, so that I may never have to know the pain of living without you."
"I love you more than life itself, Derrick. Don't ever leave me. This is the best birthday ever!" He said, holding me in his warm embrace.
"I'm glad you liked the present...but for my birthday, I want a car!" We laughed out loud and spent the rest of the night in each other's arms. The tape ran out, we turned off the lights, and kissed in the dark until we fell asleep. Like I said, I fall more in love with Tanner every single day, and as long as we're together, nothing else matters.
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